Emotions

I can't have many emotions at this time; they may threaten my ability to leave. I am however overwhelmed by all the well wishing and last minute goodbyes. I sincerely can't believe I am leaving and probably won't believe it for awhile. It is hard to leave "all that I once held as true" and strike out on my own without anyone of you playing the role in my life that you do. Molly gave me a book on courage and the last page says " Courage is what we give to each other". I appreciate that I have never once gotten from any of you comments that make me doubt my path. Maybe I should have. :) I am very excited but mostly focused on getting my butt out of here. It has been a long time of planning for a year of travel and planning for my absence of a year on the farm. What I want now is.... comments.... will you guys quit being shy or whatever and comment? Let's spice this thing up. I am going to eventually bore you guys to death.